My life has been in a mess lately !

Hello, to all my reader's! I need to apologize to everyone..let me explain a little about what has been going on with me. I had lost my home (yet again) for the fourth time. After my divorce, I had been burned out 3 times , one being arson and 2 being electrical causes. This time I was in a camper, trying to do better, and lost it due to bad shape, old and it was electrical , I since have got another camper I am trying to make home now. I have alot to do to it, but I thank GOD for just letting me get (something) back, now I ask him for the strength and ways to get this fixed up a little. This is my 2nd camper living in. Camper's are fine for camping, lol but when its hot, they are like a oven, and when its cold, the walls being so thin and lack of insulation.. they will freeze you to death. I have to get some extra insulation and window's done better before the snow starts flying. 
Also, my stepdaughter passed away on the 2nd, she was 2 states away at her time of death, we buried her yesterday the 7th. 
So, if I have missed someone trying to contact me, a sponsor or anything, I do apologize! I am not ignoring you, I just been crazy!
Everyone that will, say prayers for me! Pray I can get on my feet just a little and also pray for my son! Thank you for reading and have a beautiful, Blessed day! I love each and everyone of my readers and sponsors! Thank you all for understanding! I promise I am trying to catch up and will be here, buried in my blog as i love it! This is my piece of mind!